Saturday, September 19, 2009

I'm feeling a change in myself, ever so slowly.

This project is growing up, it's been a part of many chapters of my life, it's created many chapters within itself, I feel like I've left 2 albums in the past, 2 massive changing points in my life that have been a part of this album. I've written and erased dozens of songs to get to where I am today, and it's still changing. I'm looking forward to the day where I can press stop, and let this series of events, this album, float into the past.

I wonder how insignificant it will look as a piece of music, then again...none of these words are supposed to justify the quality of the music.
This is just how it is.

This very long step in getting to where I want to be, to start my life...is slowly coming to a close.

And the gates will open into the unknown.
It's about time.

No matter what happens to me and my career as a musician, no matter how well or poorly this album does, I want to remember how I got here, and who helped and guided me along the way, because this album is in fact a product of my imagination, but it has only become a reality because of the people involved in my personal and musical life. Their believe and excitement in their desire to see what I can create is what is most inspiring.

The fact that they believe in what I could create in the near or distant future is what I want to remember.

And I only hope one day, I can pass what has been given to me, to my own family and friends, and someone who needs it.

Everybody needs something to believe in.

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