Tuesday, November 3, 2009

It's All That You Wish You Were, But Darling You Are Not.

Wondering if this is it.

Or if this is just another step to completing this album. I'm just wondering how much i'll have to bleed for it, before it becomes a reality.

I've been pondering whether it's all worth it or not.


It is, don't worry.

Sometimes it just feels so distant.


I've got a song, it's been in my head, i'm singing it to myself. Is that a good sign?

I've got a few.

I hope that's good.

It's late, too late. I've been so used to sleeping early that being up this late should seem like a bad sign, but it doesn't feel like one. Even though i'm struggling to keep my eyes open and i'm starting to feel ill, I feel excited.

Ambition, children. Fight for your goals, they will come.

I feel a shift. November, lets get it done.

I want my plane ticket. Let's stop sleeping to dream.